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Thursday, September 30, 2010; 5:42 AM

As soon as I opened my eyes , I disliked it
To be honest , I didn't want to believe it
Because saying goodbye forever
Can only let you feeling strange
I'm grasping for breathe
I'm afraid my heart has stopped
How can I possibly believe you ?
When you end our relationship without warning ?

I don't know why
I can't move on
My feet wont move
It feels unreal today
One side of my heart aches
The ring I placed on your finger
Returns to my hand cold
I received my heart back , in return
My last gift
In this separation

Will there be memories left ?
Like the first time I met you , out of a movie scene ?
Is it because my memory has left me ?
Or that I'm suffering alone ?
I don't know why
I can't move on
It feels like you'll come back
Perhaps right about now ..
She'd going through a period of regret
I can't even move my heart
The ring I placed on your finger
Returns to my hand cold
I received my heart back , in return
My last gift

Was it yesterday when things started to go amiss ?
Where did it all go exactly wrong ?
My heart can't let you go ..
Is this really the end ?
It is not easy for me like my farewell greeting
My heart won't become mine to control
I guess I'll have to make an indefinite decision to forget you
So I can bear with it all
The ring I placed on your finger
Returns to my hand cold
I received my heart back , in return
My last gift
Was it yesterday when things started to go amiss ?
Where did it all go exactly wrong ?
My heart can't let you go ..
Is this really the end ?
You're my one last love

Monday, September 27, 2010; 4:19 AM

Between us , there is one hundred steps .
If I'm willing to take the first step , will you walk the rest of the ninety-nine steps for me ? ♥

Hellos , yesterday when out with baby , cause she want to pon her tuition .
we went to compass , went to timezone and play like hell (:
then I saw that guy (: superb happy okay ? ((:
play alot of shooting things damm fun lahh .
when I was playing the shooting game , I just dont know why I keep squatting down , maybe cause the screen is very big , then baby was like ' lol ? '
after that , went else where , saw that guy again , I was like , ' whao , so qiao ' ((:

kkays , nothing to post le , buhbyes (:

Saturday, September 25, 2010; 8:17 PM

Offically owned Onkey with baby , 092510

It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time
I've wandered and wandered for awhile
As if we made a promise
Standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time
They're all coming back to me now and I don't think my heart can take it
I've even restrained myself at the thought of you
How has your one year been ?

For a long time , I've been living , forgotten of you
For awhile , I thought I was doing fine
However I start to realize it as time passed by
That I am nothing without you
At that time , if only we had been a bit more mature
If only we knew how we would be right now
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets
So I've had to just repress them
One year has passed like that

Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine ?

Will you give me another chance ?

I know now we can never be apart from each other
The one person I love and love again

I wish we could go back to our first days

To the beautiful , happy and loving days

Those heart-breaking and vain arguments

Just bury all of that now
And promise that we won't take them out again

No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by

I hope that we wont meet like today again

Friday, September 24, 2010; 2:59 AM

I know
I'm not the one
But still I don't wanna lose you
Just this once
Listen to me
Oppa I'm a lady
Standing in front of you

Is that tough for you
To take me out just once ?
You said you've move on
You said you're alone
Then why are you still seeing her ?

Am I still not the one ?
Aren't I good enough ?
For once , please believe in me
I can be good to you

Why are you smiling ?
Am I still a child to you ?
Just this once
Listen to my sincerity
Oppa I'm a lady
Standing infront of you

Is it that tough for you
To take me out just once ?
You said you've move on
You said you're alone
Then why are you still seeing her ?

Am I still not the one ?
Aren't I good enough ?
For once , please believe in me
I can be good to you

A million times a day
I've thought of you
I kept holding back my tears

Is there a reason why I shouldn't
love you ?
You said you've move on
You said you're alone
So why are you still seeing her ?
Oppa you're really a bad person
You don't know how I really feel
Believe in me
For I can be good to you too

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEY ♥

Wednesday, September 22, 2010; 8:35 AM

Take care of my girlfriend (say no)

Today my friend asked me if it would be okay if he went out with you
He said that now we'd broke up , he'd care for you instead of me
That that that that that's okay
Get get get get away
It's alright , there's nothing left for our relationship
Stop saying you're sorry , my heart doesn't hurt at all
Become a good boyfriend instead of me
Because of you , I still can't find sleep , but I can't say no
I even encouraged my friend with a fake smile and sent him over to you , oh girl

Oh can't you see , im still loving you
Still my heart cannot let you go
Say no! no! no! no! no!
Say no! no! no! no! no!
Say that it can't be , that in your heart , you are still waiting for me
Say no!

"She can't drink a lot"
"She hates smoking"
"She doesn't like being alone , so always be with her"
"Make sure to celebrate birthdays and anniversaries"
Why am I doing this ? What on earth ?

Regretting it as I turned around , I faked it and acted cool
Getting angry at my friend's back , I begged it wasn't true , oh girl
Oh can't you see , im loving you
Still my heart cannot let you go
Say no! no! no! no! no!
Say no! no! no! no! no!
Say that it can't be , that in your heart , you are still waiting for me
(Say) no no no
(Say) that it can't be
(Say)That you'll wait for me
(Say) no no no
(Say) you can't
(Say)That you'll wait for me

I couldn't tell him that
I still have sleepless nights because of you
Although I encouraged my friend with a fake smile and sent him over to you
Oh girl ~
Oh can't you see I'm still loving you
Still my heart cannot let you go
Say no! no! no! no! no!
Say no! no! no! no! no!
Say that it can't be , that in your heart , you are still waiting for me
Say no !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYOYEON ♥

Monday, September 20, 2010; 9:35 AM

Juliette ♥

Saturday, September 18, 2010; 4:23 AM

Pika Pika ? hahahs .. watch B2ST Almighty as instructed by Baby :D
she told me it was funny , and it really does ..
Loves Doo Joon and Jun Hyung :D they RAWKS !! :D

Thursday, September 16, 2010; 5:05 AM

7 Years Of Love ♥

We met for seven years
No one knew we would say goodbye so easily like this
However we still separate
With the memories we built for a long time , now gone
How did we such at a young age
Meet each other , I don't even remember how
Difficult for us to handle the maps of our changing lives
They said goodbyes are painful but I didn't even have the time to feel that
I just thought this is the way to feel composed

But I cried ohh , ohh , ohh
Time passed gave me a simple yearning
Different from what my mind was seeing
At first friends , next as lovers
We said we stay as friends even if we are separated

During those 3 years spent alone
We contacted each other sometimes
Even if I met someone else again
Even I loved again
Whenever I was sad , I would call you without a word just tears falling
You have to meet a good person
I thought in my heart without any words
I asked if you still liked me without any thought , hoping you say it back
I know ohh , ohh , ohh
We had the most pure love
Back then we thought that kind of love couldn't be done again
so we saved it in our memories
Often , I feel a cold feeling from you
But now I know you cannot ask anything
" I'm getting married " is what you said to me
After that fora long time , I was speechless
Then I cried as they were your last words to me
For the only words I wanted to hear was that you loved me

Today's lesson was normal until Geography , it was so boring that I almost slept ..
sian , I wanna go to K Pop concert , but the ticket cost like a bomb to me .. all I wanted to see was SHINee , especially Onew and Jonghyun (: and girls generation , soo young's the best lah (:

Siewboon is my sweetsweet (:

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Thursday, September 9, 2010; 11:58 PM

Passion comes from the heart and goes beyond a smile ;D

YEAH !! Wednesday concert was successful ;D when we played YMCA , there's some peepszxc at the concert , clapping along (: feel damm great :D Jiejie , korkor and Ruby got come and support hor (: THANKS !

Friday, September 3, 2010; 10:41 PM

ONEW ♥

Wednesday, September 1, 2010; 11:47 PM